Tuesday, January 20, 2015

Looks like *someone's* got a case of the Mondays...

Leave me alone, I don't get many chances to start a post with an Office Space reference.

I have indeed had a case of the Mondays lately. Due to the nature of my job, my Mondays are extremely busy and stressful. I always end up working super late. I have a huge workload on Mondays.

Lately I've really been struggling with the stress. I get panicky when I look at all the work I have to do. My mind shuts down and sometimes the guys have to take on some of my work, which I feel terrible about.

I had a lot of anxiety this morning. I felt better than Friday, but still not quite right - still a little low.

For once, I fought through it and finished up at 5 p.m.

Yay me. Now if I could do that on a regular basis.

Friday, January 16, 2015

Fear and self-loathing in...


 
Yeah, this comic pretty much sums it up.

I hate this goddamn illness so much.